No review today. No girl gallery. No anime cuties. Just feel like writing something a bit more real. Don't do too many of these 'serious' posts since people are quick to call others 'emo', when in actuality it's because they are not mature enough to look serious stuff in the face. So, those lookin' for boobs, move on. The two of you left (much love, y'all) ... read on.








So, I was with a group of people the other day, and the question was asked, "Are you a content person? If not, what do you desire more of?" The first thing that jumped to my mind was my art. I wish I could draw *so* much better than I do, sometimes it hurts. I just wish I was as good as these people I see around me. This thought was shot down when a guy next to me said 'time'. This boggled my mind since the LAST thing I want is more time. Sometimes I feel as if the days don't go by fast enough. That got me thinking: Do I enjoy life... or am I just going through the motions waiting for it to end?

Now, this may sound a bit macabre, but if I died sooner rather than later, I'd be okay. I'd just make my peace with God, and go ahead and die. I have no girlfriend, no wife, no children... who would miss me? I mean, who would cry that I'm gone. It's a strange thing to not fear death, but rather look forward to the peace that it would bring.








Now, don't misunderstand, I have no desire to take my own life. I just think it's interesting, and just thought I'd share. Everything that I post on DA is real to me, which is why I value it so much. Every picture, every journal, every comment comes from a place of TRUTH (it's how I felt at the time)... it's like a huge visual diary of my life for the past two years. I prefer authenticity to popularity, and I guess that shows in my work.

I honestly try and make my 'highs' not too high and my 'lows' not too low. That just makes for bizarre and uneven living. Honestly, though...I wish I had more highs than I've had recently.

Don't mean to get ya down, just sharing where I am. (If I can share fan service, I can share honest thoughts, right? )

How are YOU doing? I really hope that you're doing well.

Much love, y'all! Talk to you soon.

Mike Crichlow

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